Again

I'll be 36 in less than a week.

I could be in a better place as I approach my 36th birthday.

My heart is broken -- again.

I'm picking up the pieces of my life -- again.

I'm preparing to start all over -- again.

I'm mourning the loss of loved ones -- again.

But, I know why I'm doing this.

I'm doing this for you, Jacob.

Because your death, your sacrifice, your gift has to mean something.

And, it will.

I love you.

Jacob Michael Braasch (01/28/86 - 02/02/10)