Heroism

Jacob is my hero.

Yes, he took his own life.

Yes, I would give anything to have him back.

But, he said what I could not say.

He did what I could not do.

His was the ultimate act of self-expression.

And, now, because of his sacrifice, I no longer need to wreak vengeance.

He wreaked it.  It's done.

He freed me to go out and try to do some good in the world, in his honor.

In his name.

Jacob is my hero.  My heart, my beloved baby brother.

I will always love you, Jacob.

Always.

Jacob Michael Braasch (01/28/86 - 02/02/10)